‘This ‘keep going’ can happen only so much.’ Doctors experiencing panic attacks, anxiety and grief can call support hotline.

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The doctors who call in are having panic attacks. They are struggling with feelings of sadness. They are worried about their family members and whether they are putting them at risk by trying to heal strangers.

Doctors are used to dealing with death and pushing through bad days. But those treating patients during the coronavirus pandemic are under an unprecedented amount of mental stress.

Many do not have what Northwestern University’s Family Institute psychiatrist Smita Gautam calls emotional PPE, or personal protective equipment.

Gautam is one of five people who launched a confidential and free national support hotline for doctors on March 30. Doctors can speak to therapists across the country who have volunteered their time on the Physician Support hotline at 888-409-0141.

Physicians tend to think that distress resources aren’t for them, said Gautam. But during this pandemic, many are dealing with so much anxiety and do not want to share these feelings with their friends and family, who might be part of their fears in the first place.

Experiencing a patient’s death or counseling grieving family members weighs on doctors.

“What ends up happening is people go to the bathroom, put some water on the face, shed a tear and keep going,” Gautam said. “But this ‘keep going’ can happen only so much.”

The pandemic, she said, “It’s like day after day you have to do that. There’s no room for processing it, sitting with it, because then you go home, and it takes an hour to get all of the gear down. … Then you want to disconnect and not talk about it.”

So far, on a busy day, the hotline fields about 20 calls. Two volunteers at a time are answering calls. In just a few weeks, the hotline has acquired nearly 600 volunteers who help with calls every day from 8 a.m. to midnight.

Even before COVID-19, doctors experienced depression and burnout. Nearly half of physicians show signs of burnout, and at twice the rate of the general public.

The peer-to-peer support, and limiting it only to doctors, sends a message that help is something doctors specifically should seek.

“Physicians are really not used to talking about their feelings, especially the ones who are on the front lines,” Gautam said. “And so that’s why we kept it purposely only for physicians, so there was this message that this is for you specifically. You also need help.”

Joan Anzia, a professor of psychiatry and behavioral sciences at Northwestern University Feinberg School of Medicine, said doctors may experience grief or post-traumatic stress disorder.

She calls part of this pandemic “moral distress” – seeing such consistent trauma, watching people die without family, attempting to fill that supportive role.

“To see someone who’s your grandparent’s age or your parent’s age dying alone, that’s really wrenching,” she said.

Other local resources have also emerged to help health care workers. Illinois therapists Allison Levine and Mandy Jones set up ChiHealerHealth to connect therapists with health care workers.

Before working in private practice, Levine worked in a hospital. “Hearing all of my old hospital friends share their experiences on social media was making me feel helpless and enraged,” she said.

So far, they have matched 27 health care workers with therapists and have a waitlist of 160 volunteers.

People do not have to be providers to qualify; they stress it is also available for those in any hospital job such as registration or housekeeping.

Other resources are available throughout the city; Anzia noted Northwestern has a Peer Support Program, a team of doctors in multiple specialties who provide support to colleagues. Within the hospital, a team of mental health providers volunteered to provide consultations, and said they also have programs for nurses, residents and fellows.

The federal Department of Health and Human Services also runs a Disaster Distress Helpline that provides 24/7 counseling and support to people experiencing emotional distress related to disasters. That number is 800-985-5990.

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